And as I lay in the dark
The monsters keep crawling
In my heart
In those moments
when I have no words to say
I bleed with words in dismay.
I am no longer audible
With my scream that echoes through my brain
I am like a rainbow without the rain.
But with my makeup, I am ready today.
For as long as I can conceal these wounds
I have no choice to but to betray.